Suddenly...

[sathor]

Suddenly...as if springing from the very storm outside itself, i'm going out with someone. I dont know how it happened really...i hadn't talked to this girl for about 1-2 months. She just...started showing interest in me. Of course...this could all be one big joke. I'm hoping not, i'de rather not have my first high-school relationship be a joke *sighs* ok, be optimistic then. She is one grade less then me, but i never cared about age. And she actually is mature, from what i remember about our conversations. Though...i just have this wierd feeling we don't have enough in common *shrugs*

Wierd...but its freaking me out. Why did i say yes? I dont know...oh well, gotta get some experience somewhere dont I have any.

I understand now that i'm not really a Wiccan...i do magick through my own way, not a way thats in a book. And i know that i will find my own path, and advance on my own, because i shouldn't have to follow a book to gain a mage mind and be at my full potential. i need to develop still, and i understand.

Well...thats enough for now...